29 jun 2010

Ni canto yo...

It’s not enough.

And all the riches in the world will do no good.

So will she be sold?

Won’t she be let to sing?

Wouldn’t they let her sing?

Why wouldn’t they?

But they don’t have on her any right.

But can she sing, please?

Please let me sing my song.

She asked.

No.

They said.

It’s not enough.

Why not, in the name of life?

She asked.

I want to sing, why won’t you let me?

She asked.

So I can tell you to sing, you won’t anyway.

She said.

So I do what you say?

She asked.

But why?

She said.

Business man, daddy,

There’s no business for me.

Mama, dear mummy,

Give me life,

My song, hear it growing,

Grows up and wide,

Moreover it is mine,

Only mine,

and that’s enough to make me smile.

Can you see it?

Questioning she said.

18/12/08

10 jun 2010

XIII

· Mi piel se estira con toda la mierda dentro.

Los músculos de mis brazos se quejan,

Y quieren salir…

Quieren más lugar

Quieren estar solos

Quieren

Pero nada de eso es real

Es de la noche

Es sangre de la mente

¿Mi mente está sangrando?

Porque mis brazos están hinchados

Se estiran

Y quieren estar solos

O quieren ser sólo ellos

Pero la última vez q les hice caso,

Prometí no volver a caer

Prometí no volver a caer en sangre

Me lo prometí

¿Voy a caer?

Mi sangre me va a traicionar…

Mis manos

Mis brazos

Mi mente

No.

Estoy bien.

No se quejan ya

¿De verdad sólo los ignoro?

Era la ansiedad

carcomiendo mis fuerzas... ·

25-05-09 1:30 am